I’m sad, man
Bittersweet weekend. Had a great last weekend of sophomore year. Great series of parties, met new friends. But also lost some. RIP to those who would’ve been my brothers at TKE. And to kamila. I knew her and one of you very well. Still very shocking how someone as successful as y’all can disappear this young. Makes one think a lot. Also, I’m disappointed in myself for not making straight As this semester. And I’m about to have to pick up another job to pay bills. And a lot of my friends are leaving for the summer or just altogether. Growing up sucks, getting used to it sucks worse. I find myself growing up mentally everyday, I want to party less, and settle down more. I still have some living to do though. My life just unsheathed itself two years ago. I still have stuff to do while I’m young. Nights to remember. All that shit. At least I was given a great finale. But now onto a new chapter, change of environment a bit, meeting more people, growing up, gonna be rough but fun. Half way through. I’m feeling that upperclassmen drag of wishing we were just done all ready and ready to be all cute with our little families and shit. But I’m also not gonna let that keep me from enjoying the rest of it. Soon nights of drinking and partying will turn to Disney movie nights on the couch. And I’m perfectly content with that.
